Thread:Goldenfawn7/@comment-27725192-20170428012939

I don't quite know what's going on in your life, and neither do I understand. All I know is that you are suffering and you believe suicide is the answer. You think dying won't matter because life goes on and we'll move on. Well, you're right. You will be in our hearts, but life will go on. I know that's the truth. But I'm not finished yet.

I may seem all happy and perfect, but guess what, I'm not. I'm truly a worthless piece of crap who can't do anything right. If you knew me in real life, you'd know that. I've felt like whatever I do is never enough, perfection comes so easily to some people and to me, it feels like I'm meant to be nothing. Like I'm supposed to stand aside as true heroes are born around me and I'm just standing there, doing nothing because I'm a talentless hack, unwanted. I cry myself to sleep almost everynight because that's the only way I can get it out. I know if I'm gone, life will go on. People will live on. But you know why I'm still here? Because I believe in myself. I love myself. Sometimes, it doesn't matter if the whole world cares about you. You need to love yourself. That is the only way you can save yourself from falling.

Goldie. Look. I know this is hard for you and I'm trying so hard to push myself away from depression and focus on the brighter things like friends, books, the internet rather than the people that make me upset, such as myself. But you have let yourself fall Goldie and that is not right. What about your future? Your dream job? The children you'll come to love more than anything one day? Because if you keep on going, you'll be grateful that you didn't succeed in suicide. I PROMISE you. I swear on my life. And when I swear on my life, I am dead serious. Goldie, you need to believe in yourself. I believe in you. BlogClan believes in you. You've always been there for us, let us be there for you. But, in the end, you need to be there for yourself. 