Thread:JetravenEx/@comment-32268344-20180128003901

Hey, I just want to apologize for everything that I've done and what I've said. You didn't deserve that and you were trying to do your job and trying your best to help me. I always hate to admit that I'm wrong and want to do things my way and what I think or what I thought was best for me and my characters. You are not to blame, I always thought that you wanted my characters to be just like yours or just a character who is just generic or an outcast but what you wanted is to stop me from having characters to be Mary Sues.

I absolutely hate it when someone wants to decide my characters fate and what is best for them while all I could is nothing and I always want to choose my character's fate rather than someone else which is why I oppose the idea of Coldice not coming back to BlogClan forever and it makes me furious whenever anyone says that I can't do it, it's impossible or it's better to give up and I hate giving up, I hate accepting defeat and all I can do is just resit and keep fighting and fighting until I break.

I'm very passionate about my characters and the RP itself and I always like to creative with my characters and their plots to try to make the RP interesting and gets everybody's attention and interact and bring new RPrs. I just don't want to be too generic and boring and not fun at all and the fact that no matter what I try to do and getting rejected trying to being involved in a plot, trying to create anything and especially trying my absolute hardest to bring Coldice back to BlogClan really hurts.

I realize that I'm in the wrong and I'm willing to let you help me and guide me to become better and I hope we can talk it out and hopefully put this behind us and once again I am truly sorry. 