Thread:Cypress25/@comment-26832013-20161020220445

I was planning to just start writing this huge long paragraph fueled by my emotions and thoughts, but I think you'd much rather something simpler and shorter...

I'm sorry for trying to interfere in the Streamy incident and I'm sorry that I came off as mad and angry to you. I'll be honest, half the time I don't know what the heck I'm talking about so feel free to just ignore what I'm saying the majority of the time. Winnie told me that you thought that me using "Cyp, dear" was pretentious of me but I kinda use that for a lot of people? Sunny, dear; Lup, dear; Icy, dear;, Flo, dear; Flam, dear; Shiv, dear (though this sometimes changes to darling because darling works so well); etc.... If you're still reading this by this point, I'd be surprised considering that if someone ticked me off like that...

Well, honestly I wouldn't really do anything ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

But if someone made me pretty angry or annoyed, I would probably consider never talking or associating myself with them again, so I wouldn't be surprised if you chose to do just so.

It was wrong of me to say that you seemed to be treating Streamy more like an object than a person and I understand where you're coming from. I was biased because I was a bystander and not a victim of what she's done or will do, as far as I know.

I shouldn't have spoken out of line like that and I honestly wish I can go back in time and give myself a good hard slap in the face before I sent those messages.

Also, I know that you're currently on WikiChat right now, but after that I felt like I couldn't really face you much anymore.

After that conversation, we've kind of been on bad or shaky terms and it's tearing me up on the inside because I really need to learn when to stop (and I hope that Winnie doesn't start teasing me about this and if he is reading this, I ask of you not to tease or comment about this but if you choose to do so, that's your decision and I can't change it.).

If you decide to just cut off contact with me or keep interactions to a bare, skinny minimum, I'll respect your decision, but I hope that all of this, (which did sort of end up being a super long thing based off of my emotions and thoughts), can put us back on good terms and that we can be friends again.

Yet again, I'm sorry for trying to interfere and ignoring the right choice and request from both you and Winnie to ignore all of this and not become involved. 