Thread:Icestar22/@comment-32268344-20180116021112

Hey Icy,

I know this is kinda overdue but I feel that the time is right for me to apologize to you about the events that happened several weeks ago regarding Coldice who is my character. I was very angry and very bitter when I found out that the blog team decided to keep Coldice from coming back from exile and I was fed up on being told I can't do this and that and especially being told that It's better to accept it which I don't want to. I felt so hopeless and powerless to do anything but rant, lash out and fight but it did me no good and it's an awful feeling. All I ever wanted is best for my characters and I don't want Coldice to become enemies and fight his friends in a future BS vs MC war nor do I see Coldice being part of a clan he hardly knows and trust and doesn't see it as his home.

I thought about giving up roleplay and putting my characters on adoption until I saw people talking about the BlogClan Civil War and Wave mentioned me and my character that there might be hope for Coldice to come back to BlogClan but I've had high doubts but I decided to give it a shot and about days later I decided to let Raggedclaw confess his crimes early even though it wasn't what I planned but he was getting ready for exile and I thought that I was gonna be told that "(Sorry coldice but there's no way the clan beleives him, it was Coldice that killed Cherrypaw no him) but instead everyone in the clan beleived him and I've been told by other roleplayers that since Raggedclaw confessed his crimes, it's the right time for Coldice to act and there's hope for him and I hope that he'll have a happy ending in his story if I roleplay occordingly.

With the Civil war plot aside, I personally regret creating Coldice in the first place because I created this mess and I want to try to fix it but instead I make things worse which made the BlogTeam to step in and decide what Coldice's fate should be and I gotta admit that sometimes I'm afraid of roleplaying here because I don't want to create an another proble and knowing that I am afraid of the unknown.

Icy, with everything I've done, I am truly sorry and I hope that everything will work out for all of us in the end. 