Thread:Coldice93/@comment-27038933-20180126021026/@comment-32268344-20180127230537

I really don't want to be rude but I refuse to accept that. Coldice is MY character and I decide his fate. This happens every single time and I'm so sick of it, I have no problems with the blog team but what bothers me the most is that I feel like I'm being dictated to do this and that. I don't want Coldice to live in MarshClan, Dusk Syndicate, the Tribe or anywhere else, I don't want him to accept his fate that we may never see his friends and become their enemies. I tried EVERYTHING and nothing works until I heared about the Civil War plot. I always have a feeling that everyone especialy in the team hates Coldice and I'm always viewed as a bad guy in this situation.

I don't want my character to be hated by a lot of roleplayers, the blog team, I don't want Coldice to have hatred towards BlogClan and to every member and the more times I everyone says that "We don't want Coldice back to BlogClan at all" the more I get angry and have to fight back and it's very exhausting and it makes me question whether or not this place is ment for me.

I'm not dictating the blog team, I'm just trying to get my point across so they can understand where I'm coming from in this situation. I'm not a professional RPer, I haven't been here for a long time like Icy, Ember and the rest. I want to fix things that I ruined, I want to fix my characters and my plots my way but as you can see nothing works and there's always drama.

I want Coldice to come back and I don't want to give up on this and I want to do it the right way and I'm willing to apologize and talk it out to Jetty and everyone and let her and everyone help me help and guied me through this and I need to start from scratch.